A GLOOM

– I said to you, Ariman, what it is necessary to look in an essence, really it so is difficult? – Has said grumbling voice Antarma, and I only have seen now the Inspector – not eyes, of course, that it is possible to see eyes in a black room? Antarm stood in several steps and looked deep into me with the curiosity inflating like a balloon. I, as the woman, have instinctively covered nakedness with hands, at once having understood and that it is useless, and that it is not necessary.
– You are mistaken, Ariman, – has sadly told Minozis, and I have unexpectedly seen the Scientist: it stood on one of islets, shifting from one foot to the other to keep balance.
And one more «what for?» – I have seen metalnikova. The major left because of a back Chuhnovsky and stood, having rested against sides the strong hands. The weapon at it was not, as was not, however, and to revenge – question metalnikov has set desires not to understand the reason of mine to it former hatred. He understood, why I have killed him, but wished to know, what for it is necessary to me now. The enemy? The ally? The observer?
And if so the words which have sounded now, whether meant, what all of them have left one more world and have passed to the following?
– I did not know, that such a green crocodile, – have told Minozis, – but you have told, and now this concept is known to me.
When has arisen material tverd, they have imagined, th at it only a representation embodiment. From it not to get to anywhere – someone rises on too big emotional level, and concentration of spirit gives rise to a matter. Happens on the contrary is more often, and not provoked ideas, illegal children of evolution but while without them in that of participation in the world has appeared tverd are formed, they have decided, that in it are guilty, and have reduced pressure of thought.
– Ormuzd, – has told Ariman. – the Teacher! What do you know about this world and what you remember the world which we have left?

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I am Vladik Metalnikov – stood in a corner and held a biodiskette in a hand, I remembered, that read Bergman's philosophical work, reading at all to me not on age, but very much it would be desirable, and consequently when on a shoulder the heavy hand of the father has laid down, I have returned not at once to a reality. And having returned, has understood, that now I will be bit – the father hated, when someone was dug in its archive. I stood in a corner, looked at the father a hating sight, and its hand all rose, rose, rose …
– I do not know, – admitted Ormuzd. – it is possible, we – you and I – were here always. But did not know it because there was a gloom, and then I have created light, tverd and the sun.
We were one though I and understood edge of the consciousness which yet have not addressed in memory, that nearby left in a non-existence, there were memory my soldiers – Victor, Chuhnovsky, Ormuzd, Antarm, Abram Podolsky, and Raskin which (I have felt it as instant sight and udovletvorenno has smiled) has nestled to Henry, having given to it all that I now gave Alain, and receiving from it everything, that I from Alains received.
Can be. However, I could not fulfil the requirement of the Scientist, even recognising the before it defeat. To leave the Earth – as? What vehicles used for interplanetary flights in this world? What laws of the nature? Where to search for the cosmodrome if it in general exists? And whether it is necessary to buy the ticket?
– Excuse, – has told Daena a voice indifferent, as a stone laying on road. – do not follow me more, well?
– You see me, – osuzhdajushche the Inspector has said. – you me all time saw. But it after all different things: to see, perceive seen, to understand apprehended and to understand the understood. You have ceased to realise me – why? You after all have not left on me the sign!
«You are indifferent to me, – I again have not learnt the voice. – I have come not because I wish to revenge. To revenge – you?»

I have died, and the smell of colours of an acacia was last my sensation: a smell of mum, a smell Alains, a love smell. And last thought – a regret that has passed, and that remains not understood, and that I and have not made for what has been called.
– You speak not that, is there was a thought of the person by name of Pinhas, and Ariman has recollected: once and somewhere they were familiar. The rabbi Chuhnovsky. – You prevent to carry out the mission ordered to the person.
The moisture has turned to the river crossing tverd, – water followed from a gloom and in a gloom merged. Water was transparent, and through it sand was visible. It seemed, that the grains of sand laying at the bottom, have increased in sizes, Ariman looked, could not see enough, and something was born in it th at it could not define. Melancholy? Desire of the unrealizable? It selected a word, and it was, though Ariman and did not understand precisely its value. The word was: memory.
– Vinokur – the murderer, – accurately spoke Victor, watching that record on autoreport sheet corresponded to the told. – it has killed the doctor of sciences Henry Natanovicha Podolskogo and has actually forced me to charge to it investigation of this business. Assuming, that is out of suspicions, Vinokur has killed wife Elena, having suspected it in change, and then, having applied the same way, has finished with its lover, the major of internal armies metalnikovym. The way used Vinokurom for murder of these people, is studied. When I have accused Vinokura on the basis of the convincing proofs collected by me, he has preferred to commit suicide …

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– All and always speaks material influence, – a voice of Lion Nikolaevicha. – All and always. Henry was engaged in researches in the field of layered hereditary memory … you something in it understand?. I too.
"We with it the first time ran business for which could receive not a trifle, sufficient to reduce the debit with the credit, and the sound sum – Victor spoke about hundred thousand new roubles. It was necessary to trace communications of the businessman by name of Alexey Ostashkov. The order has arrived from its competitor, and Victor has been assured, that, having received from"Phoenix"adverse data for itself, the customer will address to other structures, and Ostashkov long will not live, though, of course, here all depended on quickness of protection. There were cases when the situation was turned inside out, and killed found at all the one who has been intended for a role of a victim.
These last memoirs – it has appeared also the brightest – Antarm was frightened so, that splash in its emotions has pushed away Inspired-searching-impossible, and the person has fallen from height where it was lifted by another's desire. Has done without bruises and crises – them and could not be, but Antarm about it did not know, its fright was sincere.
– From a world birth, – I perceived words as a voice of one of the stars, standing in zenith, and understood, that actually I feel not fluctuations of air or electromagnetic fields, but thought in the pure state, – from a world birth, from occurrence in it of reasonable beings each of them should be the poet and the musician. Simply because iznachalny a poetic rhythm and musical harmony. The rhythm and harmony have created nature laws where physical and spiritual are inseparable.
It has not finished a phrase – Natalia Leonidovny's thought became clear to everything, and Podolsk such details which for me were only a beautiful pattern on a surface of a fine Persian carpet have opened also. Raskinoj it was possible to excite not simply genetic memory reasonable beings, but even memory of the form. She could recollect, how was a stone laying on the brink of a volcanic crater for billion of years before occurrence of a life on the Earth. The atoms which were a part of a stone, became subsequently elements of designs of other stones, both sandy beaches, and peatbogs, both a wood bark, and the first amoebas, and then – a long train – that only was not in memory of this woman! Really infinite energy, and I already almost without fear looked at the dome closed over us. We will break.

I have made a step, feet were turned in, I was absorbed in shoulder Daeny, took her hands in the and have told the only thing, that now made my essence filled with a part of that energy which to me managed to be reflected:
Last effort I have tried to reach these voices which have remained actually only at the bottom of my memory, but forces was insufficiently.
The memoirs pulsed in me, there was that more brightly more dimly, separate words were highlighted, others vanished, I did not perceive them, only movement of lips:
Three big jumps – actually it not jumps even were, and as if waves of wings – Daena has jumped through a marsh bog and, having appeared on one islet with me, has rushed to me on a breast. I have pressed to myself the wife and have forgiven it everything, including own ingratitude. Eyes Alains. Lips Alains. A voice Alains. And the most important thing that was now most important, – memory Alains.
The thought choked in emotions, Ariman looked in huge eyes of the woman and as if in a mirror, saw itself. But for some reason itself not such what was now, and another, unrecognizable. Probably, it was such in imagination of the loving woman, and can be, the sight it oddly reflected that already minulo, has disappeared from memory, having remained only in a mirror of pupils.